entry 1 ★ 1.25.25
feeling... so tired
Dear Diary…
I’m Diascia and you are my diary!!! I’ll do my best to write entries as often as I can. I’ll arrange it like this: something exciting that happened, something disappointing (WITH positive reflection), and special feature of the day! I may occasionally go off the prompt, but that’ll be okay. I’m really looking forward to this!!!
Okay, first; something exciting. Technically, this didn’t happen today, but it’s my diary and I can do what I want!! I played guitar and sang to my ENTIRE HIGHSCHOOL yesterday!!!! I know, I know… kind of boring…. BUT a ton of my friends and so many strangers stopped me in the hallway to compliment me on my performance after the show was over, and that made me feel so happy!! I was definitely nervous and shaking like a leaf up there in the absolutely blinding spotlights, but I somehow managed to play the full song and receive quite the applaud afterward :-) It was a really great experience that’ll stick with me for a while!! Even though I was scared out of my mind, I’m glad I went up there and did it anyway. I wore an outfit that APPARENTLY got tons of compliments from people in the audience!!!
I would write about something exciting that’s happened TODAY, but it is 11:41 in the.. morning? afternoon?? ???? I’m not really sure what the term is, but it is pretty early, and I am at my father’s house sitting around and watching twisted American politics. How I long to be all cozy in my bed at home!! Oh well. Sometimes I feel obliged to ‘spend time’ with my dad because all my brother ever does is barricade himself in his room upstairs while we’re over here, which sucks because most times he just sits on his spot on the couch and drinks stale alcohol. His house isn’t very orderly, either. It’s a mess in pretty much every room: envelopes scattered on countertops, piles of half-full glasses in places they shouldn’t be… I try to help, but whenever I clean, it just ends up being messier. But! That is not the point of this paragraph!!! I think I’m going to find something else to write about.
Something disappointing! Well, exactly that— the fact that I had to stay at my father’s house last night :-( I was kind of not looking forward to that once I was told. But I feel I’ve complained enough about it.. Positive reflection: just deal with it!!! Nothing more left to say!!
Anyway… that’s it for my first entry! I got a little distracted and am now kind of not feeling the motivation. But I’ll definitely be back tomorrow!!! Bye!!!
With love for Pola,
Diascia